Apostle Diana
When I first met God, I did not know that God appeared to people or even spoke to people. When God appeared to me, I was a sinner (wrong doer), deep into sin. Doing everything that is against God. As a teenager I had ran away from home, I was looking for love that I could not seem to find. I was deep into sexual immorality and into sexual astrology, but God came to me and said, “You are my child and I love you.” . Instantly, I understood that someone had been with me through all my suffering. God was speaking to me without verbal words, but it was better than verbal words because I understood Him very well and clearly as He revealed to me that I didn’t even know who Jesus is and that I was not even aware that I have no knowledge of it. I had no concept of who Jesus is, so God began to teach me right there, in my first encounter with Him, that Jesus is in Him. God showed me this by, representing himself to me as a silhouette of a human body and motioning His hand, He pulled Jesus out from His chest and He said to me “This is Jesus.”, then God put Jesus back inside of Himself. By this, I automatically understood that God is Jesus and Jesus is God, because I never understood who Jesus is (see scriptures John 14:10,11,20). This all took place as a vision while I slept at around 4am, the power of God was so strong, I woke up instantly and went down on my knees and began to weep like a child, I cried bitterly! I felt the love of God around me and though me. I felt so much love, love that I had been looking for my whole entire life, I had never experienced such love. I mean this love does not exist in human beings except in those that truly love Jesus. It is pure love that loved me even though I understood that I had wronged God so much through my evil doings, yet this love covered me. The love of God was tangible in my bedroom at that moment, I felt as if I did not deserve this kind of love! I felt really and truly loved, but I also saw all the wrong doings that I did before God, they looked dirty like diarrhoea. I was so disgusted with myself and at the same time, I felt remorseful for the wrong I had done, but I also felt truly forgiven, it was as if I had never done anything wrong. I understood that we may not see that what we do is wrong and even when we wrong others, it is God we wrong and in all the things we do that other people may not see for example our thoughts, only God sees them. God sees every bad thought we have! God sees it all! However, He truly is merciful and forgives all wrongs, but we must repent (change our thinking into His) and not do wrong anymore and turn to Jesus for help. JESUS is GOD and HE is real; HE really saves us from evil. Evil (the devil) is very real, it destroys lives and JESUS is our only escape from evil. Heaven is very real, and Hell is also very real. Life after death is also very real, after death you go to either Heaven or Hell. JESUS is the way to Heaven, no other way. The words of Jesus quoted from the Bible below confirms my experience and the existence of evil (the devil) that destroys, and the mercies and the love of Jesus that saves us from all evil, if we are willing to believe and trust Jesus with our lives.
‘I will arise and go to my Father, and will say to him, “Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you’’’ (Luke 15:18 NKJV)
‘I am the door. If anyone enters by Me, he will be saved, and will go in and out and find pasture. The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.’ (John 10:9-10 NKJV)
